如果出现得太频繁，
惊喜会渐渐转为平淡。
我们都太容易习惯，
所以短暂的一切，
都较容易刻骨铭心。
我们都忘了，
没有人知道哪一次是最后一次。
所以，
当我认真地注视你们，
用心地聆听你们的笑声；
请不要惊讶，
也不要疑惑。
我只是想透过你们的童真，
唤起愈来愈远你们的身影。
2005年1月30日星期日
2005年1月19日星期三
2005年1月16日星期日
生日感言
平凡的日子
不寻常的心情
午夜钟声敲了十二下
四方八面的祝福
随着声声的震动
映入眼帘
也许无声真的胜有声
听不到却看得到的生日快乐
需要多少想象的空间
如果想象真的可以抵过实在的拥有
那么我又何须为了可以能够面对面而兴奋不已
也许科技的如何发达
都比不上一把声音、一个眼神、
一个可以感受彼此呼吸和温暖
一个可以肩并肩、手牵手的真实
不寻常的心情
午夜钟声敲了十二下
四方八面的祝福
随着声声的震动
映入眼帘
也许无声真的胜有声
听不到却看得到的生日快乐
需要多少想象的空间
如果想象真的可以抵过实在的拥有
那么我又何须为了可以能够面对面而兴奋不已
也许科技的如何发达
都比不上一把声音、一个眼神、
一个可以感受彼此呼吸和温暖
一个可以肩并肩、手牵手的真实
想念
问我想不想念？
从不回答的我，是怕说了，更加思念，更加不舍。
在离开的时候，悄悄嘱咐自己，
只要将回忆收藏好，放心地展开另一段旅程，
就是给大家最好的礼物。
在离开后的日子，纵然有再多的恋恋不舍，也得坚持到底。
声声的老师早，谢谢老师，都只能往回忆里找。
张张可爱的脸孔，美丽的笑容，却都还是那么熟悉。
问我想不想念？
从不回答的我，还是怕说了，更加思念，更加不舍。
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这些日子以来，只有那短短的半天，带给我最大的满足和快乐！
只有你们的吵吵闹闹，才能让生日更加圆满！
这样的绿，可以消失在我生活中，却一直植根在我生命里！
从不回答的我，是怕说了，更加思念，更加不舍。
在离开的时候，悄悄嘱咐自己，
只要将回忆收藏好，放心地展开另一段旅程，
就是给大家最好的礼物。
在离开后的日子，纵然有再多的恋恋不舍，也得坚持到底。
声声的老师早，谢谢老师，都只能往回忆里找。
张张可爱的脸孔，美丽的笑容，却都还是那么熟悉。
问我想不想念？
从不回答的我，还是怕说了，更加思念，更加不舍。
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这些日子以来，只有那短短的半天，带给我最大的满足和快乐！
只有你们的吵吵闹闹，才能让生日更加圆满！
这样的绿，可以消失在我生活中，却一直植根在我生命里！
2005年1月12日星期三
tsunami??--to my basketballers
after all these while
it is left with only an empty shell.
after all these promises
it is the memories i can really rely on.
after all these ten years
i am only a failure to realise.
all my dreams and hopes
now seem so far away
as i see the tsunami waves within the hearts
breaking down the whole family
it is the worst disaster i can imagine
the most heartbreaking news i can hear
the most hurtful thing you can do
it is left with only an empty shell.
after all these promises
it is the memories i can really rely on.
after all these ten years
i am only a failure to realise.
all my dreams and hopes
now seem so far away
as i see the tsunami waves within the hearts
breaking down the whole family
it is the worst disaster i can imagine
the most heartbreaking news i can hear
the most hurtful thing you can do
2005年1月11日星期二
Yesterday Once More
Sprained ankle 16-11-00
Swollen was my left ankle after the fateful landing in the midst of a great game.
Dreadful were the days ahead where fun and laughter would be far away.
Praying, wishing, hoping for a speedy recovery
For I couldn't wait to carry out what I have thought, planned and promised.
Errrmmmm...can I be granted with one more wish?
No more sprain and no more fracture!
Honesty 18-11-00
To be honest and true to me
Like how you would be honest and true to yourself.
Am I asking more than I should? or should I lower my expectations?
The feeling of disappoinment was overwhelming
Maybe I should be more patient for I believe
Time should open your heart to me.
To my special angel-star 18-11-00
You tear again.
It has been long since we last chat.
Was that the you I know along or the new you?
Did the times share belong only to the past?
I hold you again.
It has been long since we last relate.
Was I the same old me or a total stranger?
I hold on still, would you?
Dream catcher 18-11-00
I have a dream catcher given by my angel.
Sweet dreams stay while nightmares vanish.
I am sheltered by this love, care and concern ever since.
But last night, my angel disappeared in the midst of crowds in a heavy rain.
I wonder has the catcher lost its power?
Sweet dreams stay while nightmares vanish.
My angel whispers into my ears, reassuring the love, care and concern.
I couldn't help but be touched
for I still have my dream catcher and of course my angel.
Missing you 21-11-00
Missing you, missing the old days, missing the happy times shared.
Is it more important now in making the present worthwhile than to miss it in the future?
Someone dear, someone precious, someone important comes along and stay.
Should I be contented or expect more than before to mould a perfect you in the future?
You touched me again with this true feelings of yours.
Only you can revive my emotions, my angel.
Ultimately, only missing you.
I wonder 23-11-00
I wonder,
Do words hurt or do they heal?
I have credited so much trust and belief in this joint account of ours.
Yet in the end
There is always an overdraft.
I wonder
Is it the end or a new beginning?
I have prayed so hard for development and continuity in this ship of ours.
Yet in the end
There is always a destruction.
Who 25-11-00
Who?
Who let the dogs out?
Who?
Who drinks only black coffee?
Who?
Who wants to dance all night long?
Who?
Who says that don't think I am not?
Who?
Who ever knows all these, I miss you!
Without you 27-11-00
Friday,
I put on a coat of red, covered myself with black and stay out late.
The first attempted contact failed destined the days ahead would be the same,
without you.
Saturday,
I rushed to the north, hurried to the south and ended in the east.
The fun, comfort and laughter generated were then only moments of happiness,
without you.
Sunday,
I played all roles, experienced all weathers, within the limited area.
The winning of your idol provided some comfort as I imagined your glowing smile,
without you.
If I were you 28-11-00
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
Even though roads are winding and heartbreaking are never ending.
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
For only love can do wonders and spice up life with meanings.
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
Be it forbidden love or deserved love.
If I were you,
I would still believe in love
but I can never be you,
and you would never know I have loved you all along.
TIme capsule 06-12-00
There is always a part of me with you.
Time may fade off memories,
But you will always remain real and true.
Knowing the egoism of me inside,
Will lock you in this time capsule of mine.
In years to come,
Before I die.
Your passion and love would come alive,
upon the reopening of this time capsule of mine.
Seeing me through the end of time.
Crosses 14-12-00
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx You drew me dozens of crosses
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Crosses stand for love
Swollen was my left ankle after the fateful landing in the midst of a great game.
Dreadful were the days ahead where fun and laughter would be far away.
Praying, wishing, hoping for a speedy recovery
For I couldn't wait to carry out what I have thought, planned and promised.
Errrmmmm...can I be granted with one more wish?
No more sprain and no more fracture!
Honesty 18-11-00
To be honest and true to me
Like how you would be honest and true to yourself.
Am I asking more than I should? or should I lower my expectations?
The feeling of disappoinment was overwhelming
Maybe I should be more patient for I believe
Time should open your heart to me.
To my special angel-star 18-11-00
You tear again.
It has been long since we last chat.
Was that the you I know along or the new you?
Did the times share belong only to the past?
I hold you again.
It has been long since we last relate.
Was I the same old me or a total stranger?
I hold on still, would you?
Dream catcher 18-11-00
I have a dream catcher given by my angel.
Sweet dreams stay while nightmares vanish.
I am sheltered by this love, care and concern ever since.
But last night, my angel disappeared in the midst of crowds in a heavy rain.
I wonder has the catcher lost its power?
Sweet dreams stay while nightmares vanish.
My angel whispers into my ears, reassuring the love, care and concern.
I couldn't help but be touched
for I still have my dream catcher and of course my angel.
Missing you 21-11-00
Missing you, missing the old days, missing the happy times shared.
Is it more important now in making the present worthwhile than to miss it in the future?
Someone dear, someone precious, someone important comes along and stay.
Should I be contented or expect more than before to mould a perfect you in the future?
You touched me again with this true feelings of yours.
Only you can revive my emotions, my angel.
Ultimately, only missing you.
I wonder 23-11-00
I wonder,
Do words hurt or do they heal?
I have credited so much trust and belief in this joint account of ours.
Yet in the end
There is always an overdraft.
I wonder
Is it the end or a new beginning?
I have prayed so hard for development and continuity in this ship of ours.
Yet in the end
There is always a destruction.
Who 25-11-00
Who?
Who let the dogs out?
Who?
Who drinks only black coffee?
Who?
Who wants to dance all night long?
Who?
Who says that don't think I am not?
Who?
Who ever knows all these, I miss you!
Without you 27-11-00
Friday,
I put on a coat of red, covered myself with black and stay out late.
The first attempted contact failed destined the days ahead would be the same,
without you.
Saturday,
I rushed to the north, hurried to the south and ended in the east.
The fun, comfort and laughter generated were then only moments of happiness,
without you.
Sunday,
I played all roles, experienced all weathers, within the limited area.
The winning of your idol provided some comfort as I imagined your glowing smile,
without you.
If I were you 28-11-00
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
Even though roads are winding and heartbreaking are never ending.
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
For only love can do wonders and spice up life with meanings.
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
Be it forbidden love or deserved love.
If I were you,
I would still believe in love
but I can never be you,
and you would never know I have loved you all along.
TIme capsule 06-12-00
There is always a part of me with you.
Time may fade off memories,
But you will always remain real and true.
Knowing the egoism of me inside,
Will lock you in this time capsule of mine.
In years to come,
Before I die.
Your passion and love would come alive,
upon the reopening of this time capsule of mine.
Seeing me through the end of time.
Crosses 14-12-00
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx You drew me dozens of crosses
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Crosses stand for love
2005年1月10日星期一
生日
today is my chinese birthday
今天是我的生日，让我为自己唱一首歌
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
今天是我的生日，让我为自己唱一首歌
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
2005年1月6日星期四
2005年1月4日星期二
2005年1月2日星期日
A Brand New Start
tomorrow is a brand new start of my new posting
don't have the slightest idea
but guaranteed countless challenges
feeling like a newly graduate
waiting to unveil layers of this profound world
not lost but a little unsure
just need time to adjust
to a new phase without any green in my life
don't have the slightest idea
but guaranteed countless challenges
feeling like a newly graduate
waiting to unveil layers of this profound world
not lost but a little unsure
just need time to adjust
to a new phase without any green in my life
