Yesterday Once More

Sprained ankle 16-11-00

Swollen was my left ankle after the fateful landing in the midst of a great game.
Dreadful were the days ahead where fun and laughter would be far away.
Praying, wishing, hoping for a speedy recovery
For I couldn't wait to carry out what I have thought, planned and promised.
Errrmmmm...can I be granted with one more wish?
No more sprain and no more fracture!

Honesty 18-11-00

To be honest and true to me
Like how you would be honest and true to yourself.
Am I asking more than I should? or should I lower my expectations?
The feeling of disappoinment was overwhelming
Maybe I should be more patient for I believe
Time should open your heart to me.

To my special angel-star 18-11-00

You tear again.
It has been long since we last chat.
Was that the you I know along or the new you?
Did the times share belong only to the past?
I hold you again.
It has been long since we last relate.
Was I the same old me or a total stranger?
I hold on still, would you?

Dream catcher 18-11-00

I have a dream catcher given by my angel.
Sweet dreams stay while nightmares vanish.
I am sheltered by this love, care and concern ever since.
But last night, my angel disappeared in the midst of crowds in a heavy rain.
I wonder has the catcher lost its power?
Sweet dreams stay while nightmares vanish.
My angel whispers into my ears, reassuring the love, care and concern.
I couldn't help but be touched
for I still have my dream catcher and of course my angel.

Missing you 21-11-00

Missing you, missing the old days, missing the happy times shared.
Is it more important now in making the present worthwhile than to miss it in the future?
Someone dear, someone precious, someone important comes along and stay.
Should I be contented or expect more than before to mould a perfect you in the future?
You touched me again with this true feelings of yours.
Only you can revive my emotions, my angel.
Ultimately, only missing you.

I wonder 23-11-00

I wonder,
Do words hurt or do they heal?
I have credited so much trust and belief in this joint account of ours.
Yet in the end
There is always an overdraft.
I wonder
Is it the end or a new beginning?
I have prayed so hard for development and continuity in this ship of ours.
Yet in the end
There is always a destruction.

Who 25-11-00

Who?
Who let the dogs out?
Who?
Who drinks only black coffee?
Who?
Who wants to dance all night long?
Who?
Who says that don't think I am not?
Who?
Who ever knows all these, I miss you!

Without you 27-11-00

Friday,
I put on a coat of red, covered myself with black and stay out late.
The first attempted contact failed destined the days ahead would be the same,
without you.
Saturday,
I rushed to the north, hurried to the south and ended in the east.
The fun, comfort and laughter generated were then only moments of happiness,
without you.
Sunday,
I played all roles, experienced all weathers, within the limited area.
The winning of your idol provided some comfort as I imagined your glowing smile,
without you.

If I were you 28-11-00

If I were you,
I would continue to love,
Even though roads are winding and heartbreaking are never ending.
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
For only love can do wonders and spice up life with meanings.
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
Be it forbidden love or deserved love.
If I were you,
I would still believe in love
but I can never be you,
and you would never know I have loved you all along.

TIme capsule 06-12-00

There is always a part of me with you.
Time may fade off memories,
But you will always remain real and true.
Knowing the egoism of me inside,
Will lock you in this time capsule of mine.
In years to come,
Before I die.
Your passion and love would come alive,
upon the reopening of this time capsule of mine.
Seeing me through the end of time.

Crosses 14-12-00

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生日

today is my chinese birthday
今天是我的生日，让我为自己唱一首歌
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐
happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐

如果

如果有一天
我不再出现
你是否对我想念
如果有一天
你不再想念
我是否开始急切

我只在乎你

距离可以很远
感觉却可以很近
肉眼看到的
可以是穿越不过的崇山峻岭
却也可以是透明如镜的心湖
我在乎的是时空背后的你
是否一如往昔，心心相印

A Brand New Start

tomorrow is a brand new start of my new posting
don't have the slightest idea
but guaranteed countless challenges
feeling like a newly graduate
waiting to unveil layers of this profound world
not lost but a little unsure
just need time to adjust
to a new phase without any green in my life

不是我不小心

不是故意冷漠
不是有意冷淡
不是不知道
也不是不明白
什么都可以做
除了交出我的心
什么都可以说
除了说声我愿意
我本无意留下任何足迹
却不经意地任你放纵情感
我不是一个很好的寄托
却不自主地由你挥霍青春
等待轻叩我心门的 不止你一个
期待住进我心扉的 还有很多很多
不是故意冷漠
不是有意冷淡
不是不知道
也不是不明白
只是
所有的深情几许与温柔无限
已紧锁于胸前小小的圈套
仅仅专属一人