Yesterday Once More

Sprained ankle 16-11-00

Swollen was my left ankle after the fateful landing in the midst of a great game.
Dreadful were the days ahead where fun and laughter would be far away.
Praying, wishing, hoping for a speedy recovery
For I couldn't wait to carry out what I have thought, planned and promised.
Errrmmmm...can I be granted with one more wish?
No more sprain and no more fracture!

Honesty 18-11-00

To be honest and true to me
Like how you would be honest and true to yourself.
Am I asking more than I should? or should I lower my expectations?
The feeling of disappoinment was overwhelming
Maybe I should be more patient for I believe
Time should open your heart to me.

To my special angel-star 18-11-00

You tear again.
It has been long since we last chat.
Was that the you I know along or the new you?
Did the times share belong only to the past?
I hold you again.
It has been long since we last relate.
Was I the same old me or a total stranger?
I hold on still, would you?

Dream catcher 18-11-00

I have a dream catcher given by my angel.
Sweet dreams stay while nightmares vanish.
I am sheltered by this love, care and concern ever since.
But last night, my angel disappeared in the midst of crowds in a heavy rain.
I wonder has the catcher lost its power?
Sweet dreams stay while nightmares vanish.
My angel whispers into my ears, reassuring the love, care and concern.
I couldn't help but be touched
for I still have my dream catcher and of course my angel.

Missing you 21-11-00

Missing you, missing the old days, missing the happy times shared.
Is it more important now in making the present worthwhile than to miss it in the future?
Someone dear, someone precious, someone important comes along and stay.
Should I be contented or expect more than before to mould a perfect you in the future?
You touched me again with this true feelings of yours.
Only you can revive my emotions, my angel.
Ultimately, only missing you.

I wonder 23-11-00

I wonder,
Do words hurt or do they heal?
I have credited so much trust and belief in this joint account of ours.
Yet in the end
There is always an overdraft.
I wonder
Is it the end or a new beginning?
I have prayed so hard for development and continuity in this ship of ours.
Yet in the end
There is always a destruction.

Who 25-11-00

Who?
Who let the dogs out?
Who?
Who drinks only black coffee?
Who?
Who wants to dance all night long?
Who?
Who says that don't think I am not?
Who?
Who ever knows all these, I miss you!

Without you 27-11-00

Friday,
I put on a coat of red, covered myself with black and stay out late.
The first attempted contact failed destined the days ahead would be the same,
without you.
Saturday,
I rushed to the north, hurried to the south and ended in the east.
The fun, comfort and laughter generated were then only moments of happiness,
without you.
Sunday,
I played all roles, experienced all weathers, within the limited area.
The winning of your idol provided some comfort as I imagined your glowing smile,
without you.

If I were you 28-11-00

If I were you,
I would continue to love,
Even though roads are winding and heartbreaking are never ending.
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
For only love can do wonders and spice up life with meanings.
If I were you,
I would continue to love,
Be it forbidden love or deserved love.
If I were you,
I would still believe in love
but I can never be you,
and you would never know I have loved you all along.

TIme capsule 06-12-00

There is always a part of me with you.
Time may fade off memories,
But you will always remain real and true.
Knowing the egoism of me inside,
Will lock you in this time capsule of mine.
In years to come,
Before I die.
Your passion and love would come alive,
upon the reopening of this time capsule of mine.
Seeing me through the end of time.

Crosses 14-12-00

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx You drew me dozens of crosses
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Crosses stand for love